Showing posts with label Leakycon. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Leakycon. Show all posts

Thursday, 29 August 2013

Review: Code Name Verity by Elizabeth Wein


Code Name Verity by Elizabeth Wein 

Author: Elizabeth Wein Website|Twitter
Published: 6 February 2012 (Electric Monkey)
Format: Paperback
Pages: 447
Buy the paperback: Amazon|BookDepository
Buy the e-book: Kindle|Kobo

Source: Bought

Plot Summary (from Amazon):
Two young women become unlikely best friends during WWII, until one is captured by the Gestapo. Only in wartime could a stalwart lass from Manchester rub shoulders with a Scottish aristocrat, one a pilot, the other a special operations executive. Yet whenever their paths cross, they complement each other perfectly and before long become devoted to each other. But then a vital mission goes wrong, and one of the friends has to bail out of a faulty plane over France. She is captured by the Gestapo and becomes a prisoner of war. The story begins in “Verity’s” own words, as she writes her account for her captors. Truth or lies? Honour or betrayal? Everything they’ve ever believed in is put to the test… 

My Review:
This book has been on my to-read list for so long. I've heard so many incredible things about it, so when it was announced the author would be at Leakycon London, I knew I had to give in and read it. Code Name Verity tells the story of two friends during the second world war. One is held captive by the Gestapo, and must write a diary detailing her mission.

I'm writing this the morning after finishing the book, and my heart is still a little bit fragile. This is truly one of the most phenomenal books I have read. I'll start by saying that usually I'm not a big fan of historical novels, which is possibly why I've been putting this book off, but I've read a few books set during WWII and really enjoyed them so I had hope for Code Name Verity. Whilst reading it, I didn't really think about the fact it was historical. I was so caught up the two girls' story and the atmosphere of the war that it felt as if I was right there living it with them, which I think is one of the best compliments I can give a novel.

The plot revolves around what happens to the two girls when they become separated after a plane crash. All the time there are hints at what's to come and I was constantly on the edge of my seat waiting to find out the fate of each character. It's hard to write this review without giving too much away! The narrator for the first half of the book keeps her true identity secret for a while (although it's easy to figure out just who she is in the story). Throughout the book the characters are known by several names (code names and such, as the title would suggest!).

That first half is told through diary entries as one of the girls is holed up after being captured by the Gestapo. What she goes through is brutal and horrible, but even though there's this suffering going on, she manages to keep this fantastic humour as she tells her story. Her voice throughout the diary entries is incredibly strong and she's definitely somebody I wouldn't want to mess with! It was just amazing how I could go to being shocked, to scared, to saddened and then be laughing at the same time. She makes jokes and witty observations about her captors and really speaks her mind. I adored the storytelling in the entries and how wonderfully the tale was told.

Code Name Verity contains some incredible female characters. From the two main characters whose tale is being told - Queenie and Maddie - to the people they are surrounded by who have an influence on them. Maddie is a pilot, and an extremely capable one. Throughout the book we see how she's surprised and impressed people with her skill and determination. Queenie on the other hand is a talented linguist, with the ability to speak English, French and German, something vital to the war effort. I loved seeing the other female characters' roles play out as well, such as the pilot Maddie takes inspiration from - Dympna - and Engel, the female captor we see present throughout the capture scenes.

The book may be set during the war but ultimately it's a tale of friendship. The relationship between the girls is so strong, and defies so many boundaries. The girls come from different social backgrounds and have different skills and personalities, yet they fit together like two pieces of a puzzle. Some of my favourite scenes were the ones in which they share their fears with each other. It was so personal and touching to see that close relationship and trust between them. The two of them are facing some pretty horrible circumstances and have to be brave and focused, so it was really moving to see that vulnerable side of them both that they felt comfortable enough to share with each other.

I found the WWII stuff itself to be completely fascinating. The book features life inside the Women's Auxiliary Airforce which was something I knew little, if anything, about before picking up Code Name Verity. I loved the insight into the lives of women during the war, and particularly the pilots whose job it was to ferry people around. It's a dangerous job and my heart was in my mouth throughout the book as we see the characters face the reality of flying during the war. I have family in Stockport, where large parts of the book is set, so I was particularly wrapped up in those moments and that setting.

The story was so intricate with all the pieces starting to fall into place at the end as the story concludes. There were some incredible twists that I didn't see coming, and most of them just shattered my heart into a thousand tiny pieces! It's rare a book stirs up so much emotion in me, and all ranges of emotion at that. When I finished the book I had to take a moment to absorb everything that had happened. The story and characters will stay with me for a very long time. Despite how much this book tore me up inside, it's one of the few books I have wanted to read all over again the second I finished it. It's a book I'll be recommending and sharing with others and I can't wait to reread it in years to come.

Rating: 5*
What to read next: Rose Under Fire by Elizabeth Wein
Books like this: My Family for the War by Anne C. Voorhoeve, The Storyteller by Jodi Picoult

Friday, 23 August 2013

Leakycon General Programming Recap: Part Two



So day three of Leakycon got underway! And today was the last day of panels. Good thing there were some amazing ones to get stuck into! You can read my recap of lit events from this day in my lit panel recap. This post will consist of everything else that happened inbetween!

Marginalisation in Harry Potter



First up was the Marginalisation in Harry Potter panel which was run by Kristi Domin and Mark Oshiro (of Mark Reads Harry Potter fame). This was a nice informal panel, with all of us sat on the floor and audience participation encouraged. Apparently the same panel in Portland got pretty heated but everything in this one went completely smoothly with no real disagreements - but plenty of interesting discussions!

Some of the topics discussed ranged from class (seeing as everyone agreed this was something more prevalent in Britain as opposed to America) to disability, sexuality, race and gender.

I was particularly interested in the discussions about disability, particularly invisible disability - which came up a lot, as I myself suffer from an invisible illness/disability. There was a lot of talk about werewolves and the comparison to people with HIV, in that the person living with the illness not only faces discrimination but has this lifelong responsibility not to pass it on to loved ones. Also brought up were Neville's parents, squibs like Filch and Arianna Dumbledore. Mark and Kristi talked about institutionalisation and how the characters are treated in an extremely old fashioned way.

Dumbledore's sexuality was obviously a huge talking point, with the dilemma of whether he should have been outed in the books as opposed to in an interview being a hot topic. Most people agreed they would loved to have seen him outed in the books, but others argued that it wasn't relevant to the story. As with most of the issues that were talked about, it was agreed that you just couldn't fit everything into the story and cover every single issue.

Hermione was highlighted as a character who proves that you can make a difference with her work for S.P.E.W and it was pointed out that the later books channel that feeling of hope, change and acceptance.

One of my favourite moments was the discussion on Hagrid. We talked about the qualities he posseses such as a maternal and domestic nature and the pink umbrella he carries. Hagrid, of course, has it pretty bad when it comes to marginalisation because of his parentage. He's a half-breed which carries stigma in itself, as does being a giant. He was also praised for being one of the more responsible adults in the series after he intervenes during Harry's third year when he and Ron aren't being particularly nice to Hermione.

There was also a great point highlighted about Tonks' ability to change her appearance, and how that would affect trans people in our world if they had the ability to change their appearance at will? It was certainly something I hadn't thought about before!

The topic of mental health was touched upon with Harry's experience of PTSD in book five brought into the discussion, and the fact that he was abused by somebody in a position of authority during book five. Did the adults around Harry have a responsibility to help in that they neglected? A great point was made about Harry's own reaction to the abuse, and how suddenly he's in this world where the consequences of speaking out are punishments that could include injury or death due to the spells and curses the adults in his universe have the power to use on him should they wish. Mark spoke very passionately on this topic, as a victim of abuse himself. He said from the very first book he felt for Harry because of that abusive background he's had to battle his way out of. We also talked about Tonks' depression in book six as an example.

The discussion moved back to disability and how much we'd like to see someone just getting on with their disability, rather than it being a focus or an issue.

The Weasleys were championed as a good example of a functioning family relationship in the books, something we're not used to seeing as there are so many dysfunctional relationships. It was highlighted that J. K. Rowling's own financial situation before the books were published was reflected in Molly Weasley.

Lots of people chipped in when it came to discussing books with relatable characters that weren't rich white males. It's a real struggle to find a main character in a book who isn't white, or isn't straight. Somebody in the audience brought up a book called William's Doll, a children's book about a boy who is teased for wanting to play with a doll.

When it came to class, there was a lot of discussion about the Slytherins and how they're widely represented as wealthy and upper class. There were some great points brought up in defense of Slytherins, for example how they are more than likely brought up to behave a certain way and at school they're under a huge amount of peer pressure to fit in with other members of their house. Someone discussed fanfiction in which Slytherins act differently in their own common room, due to being away from the eyes of other students who expect them to behave a certain way - a kind of "what happens in the common room, stays in the common room" mentality. It was also pointed out that throughout the series we see the Slytherins from Harry's perspective, which is somewhat biased. There was also the example of the pressure on Draco in book six and seven, where he has to make some incredibly tough decision or face dire consequences.

This panel definitely gave me food for thought, and I was so glad to see everyone so passionate about equality in fiction. I can't wait to re-read the books with even more opened eyes after this panel.

Potter Mega Movie Panel

I had to rush from the Marginalisation panel straight to this one, which unfortunately meant I was right at the back. But I still had a pretty good view. Melissa Anelli came on stage to say that this panel would be a bit different from yesterday's actor panel, and that it would involve a trivia quiz! She asked the audience to start tweeting in questions for the cast and decided it would be boys vs girls. She also explained that Evanna and Robbie had slept in so wouldn't be there for the start of the panel. The sneaky plan was that the audience would start snoring when the two of them finally arrived!



The actors came on stage, and excitingly this panel included the lovely Chris Rankin, who hadn't been at the panel yesterday. He was joined on the boys' team by Ryan Turner and Benedict Clarke, whilst Scarlett Byrne and Ellie Darcey-Alden led the girls' team, along with a little help from an audience member. Another audience member gave Melissa a hand reading out the questions.



The quiz was so much fun! There were some ridiculously hard/impossible questions tweeted in (for example someone asked how the Weasley's clock functions! The only answer we could come up with was "magic"). They also had to disallow the question of what the first common room password is, seeing as it's one of Chris' most prominent lines in the film! I can't remember who won in the end. I'm going to say the audience.

Robbie eventually showed up towards the end of the panel, just in time for some audience questions! Evanna never made it which was a shame, but I got to see her around the con a few times later that day.

Starkid

So I had a few more lit panels this afternoon, and then it was time for the Starkid event. Because of all the chaos on previous days with queueing and the fact that this event was expected to draw big crowds, anyone who wanted to go was held in the rooms of the panel beforehand, and then led by a volunteer down to the Grand Hall. It was exactly like being led to assembly in primary school!

When I finally got in I was in the middle of the hall and had a pretty good view. It was standing, though, and I soon realised I wasn't going to be able to stay for the whole event. All the other events that had been standing had the opportunity to sit down before things started or at intervals. When I arrived, everyone was already standing and the people after us that were led in boxed us in. I have problems with my legs and so I was already panicking about how long I would have to stand for.



The event got underway and I enjoyed some of the more familiar songs, but I'll admit, I'm not a die-hard Starkid fan. I like A Very Potter Musical and the sequels. They're funny and I like the songs, but Starkid has this insane fandom that I'm not a part of, and so I found myself surrounded by screaming fans who knew every word and I quickly felt very out of place. I stayed for a while, but eventually my legs were screaming to get out of there so I pushed my way out to the back of the room where I could sit down against the wall. After ten minutes I figured my time could probably be spent somewhere more enjoyable. I spoke to people who are huge fans that went and had an amazing time, so I think it was a success!

The Harry Potter Alliance

Once I left the Starkid event, I realised I hadn't picked up my book from the Harry Potter Alliance's Apparating Library yet. I saw the stand was open so headed there and got to look at all the pretty books! Eventually I settled on Wither by Lauren DeStefano. The people on the HP stand were SO lovely and passionate. After I swapped my book they told me to stick around for a pop-up wrock concert, so I got to see a little bit of that!



Not long after that somebody working for conference centre came and told them to get down from there so they had to move to the stairs at the side - party pooper! Apparently Hank Green turned up later so I was a bit gutted I missed that, but we had to escape so we could grab some food, go back to the hostel and get ready for the ball!

The Esther Earl Rocking Charity Ball

Dressed for the ball!
 This is a staple of every Leakycon, and is basically a huge party on the last night of the con. Think the best school disco you've ever been to! The dress code is pretty much wear what you like, so people were dressed up in party frocks, dressed casual or cosplaying. There'd been some pretty amazing costumes around the conference but one of the highlights was definitely Boggart Snape! And tonight he was hanging out with Trelawney.



Then the party got underway! Highlights included the girls dressed in party dresses and One Direction masks (which really messes with your head), the beach ball that was getting bounced around the crowd (I think it spend most of the time on the floor), everyone doing Gangnam Style, the moment they played Wannabe by the Spice Girls and Alex Carpenter and one of Harry and the Potters doing some pretty full on dancing with the crowd!



Then of course, it all builds up to the wonderful moment where the night is ending and another Leaky tradition comes around. Total Eclipse of the Heart has become the Leakycon theme song, and at the end of the ball everyone comes together to belt it out in the most powerful way you can. We ended up singing it twice, and I got the first time on video (which I will try and upload at some point and add into this post if I do!). It was literally one of the most amazing things to be a part of!

The Final Day

So there are no panels on the final day of Leakycon, and the only thing on the schedule was the leaving feast. We weren't sure how exactly it would work. All we knew is that there would be food. Hurrah! When we arrived at the Grand Connaught Rooms there was another queue to join. They started letting people with Rockstar passes in first, then we got to head in. The Grand Hall had been filled with tables so we got seated in groups of ten. The girls we sat with were all super lovely!

Eventually we were able to go up to the hot buffet and oh my gosh you guys, the food was amazing! I mean my friend and I had been staying in a self-catered youth hostel so we'd been living off toast, sandwiches and in my case, pasta salad. The two things I'd missed were hot meals and meat. So when I got up to the buffet and saw the sausages, bacon and beans I was in food heaven. I ended up going back for seconds. Plus someone let me know there was free tea and coffee, and tea was another thing I'd been deprived of during my stay. 

A lot of people were upset at the lack of vegetarian and vegan options and I can totally understand. I presumed there would be veggie sausages or at least some alternative option, but all the veggies got were eggs, mushrooms and bread, and when you rule out the eggs for the vegans, it didn't leave very much to eat. The catering was all down the venue (I presume) so I hope that that's rectified should another Leakycon happen in London. I think at the end of the four days, one thing everyone can agree on was that the venue really wasn't the best. (Too small and cramped, not very accessible).

There was a lot of milling around and we got a last chance to look round the vendor room. Whilst there I bought a Golden Snitch necklace, and there were also a few more books up for grabs from the Books With Bite stand so I grabbed the two I hadn't already got my hands on!

After more waiting around to see if anything would happen, my friend and I headed off to the British Museum (which was pretty cool!), only to get a text alert from the Leakycon twitter saying all the volunteers were being rounded up for a group photo. As my friend was a volunteer, we hastily made our way back to the conference centre. I managed to get a photo of them - thanks Leakycon volunteers!


Also when we got back, some of the actors were doing an impromptu photobooth. We didn't have time to queue as they'd already given a cut off time, but I got a sneaky photo of the actors anyway!


I also got the chance to say hi to Melissa Anelli and get her to sign my Leakycon guide book! She was so lovely, really taking time to speak to people. I was a bit gutted I didn't have my copy of Harry, A History on me (I'd brought it with me to London but it was back in my hostel room!) but I'll probably snip this out and stick it in the front anyway. If anyone could let me know what the writing on this autograph says I'd be super grateful!



We also realised we hadn't taken a picture of the Leakycon sign!  
 


And so the time came to leave Leakycon, for good this time! Sad face :( it was such an incredible few days and something I'd love to do again if they come back to the UK. Just being surrounded by so many people who share your passion was such a lovely feeling. I think my only regret is not being brave enough to put myself out there and make some new friends. Next time! Bye bye Grand Connaught Rooms. Mischief Managed!


Wednesday, 21 August 2013

Leakycon General Programming Recap: Part One

So I've already posted my recap of the lit track events from Leakycon London, and in this post I'm hoping to recap everything else I went to over the course of the two days. It was such an incredible con with a huge variety of discussion panels, meet ups and entertainment. Let's hope I can cram it all in!

Day One

The first thing to do was register! Supposedly registration started at 9am, but my friend and I arrived a while after that and they still hadn't started. Which led to spending a lot of time in this queue:




But it was pretty cool because I got to meet some nice people! We were stood with the girls from HarryPotterPodcast.com who were super lovely. My friend was supposed to be attending the volunteer orientation which took place at 12, so she got whisked out of the queue early along with the other volunteers. Eventually I got myself in and registered, and I met back up with my friend at the Tumblr meet up!




This was a pretty fun, informal meet up moderated by Colin Mueller. The room was pretty packed when I got there but people scooched forwards and I found a seat at the back with my friend. We spent pretty much the whole meet up calling out fandoms, and then people would cheer if they followed that fandom. I learnt that there is a fandom for pretty much everything (Pointless has a fandom?! I am there!) and I loved the discussion on social activism on Tumblr.

Later that day I checked out the vendor room for the first time. Obviously everyone else had the same idea because we had to queue just to get in! I handed in my book at the Harry Potter Alliance stand as part of their Apparating Library and picked up my book from the Books With Bite stand. Then it was time for the welcome ceremony which was a little bit chaotic! The venue was quite cramped, and basically everyone was squished into the lobby to queue for the welcome ceremony. Those of us at the back struggled a bit because we couldn't hear the announcements they were making at the top of the stairs, and it was SO HOT. Eventually we got in though and the ceremony got underway. 

There were presentations from the Harry Potter Alliance and Lumos, plus a few wizard rockers came on and played some songs. It was a bit disjointed because there were gaps in between each speech/song/presentation so people kept sitting down and standing up again. A few of the actors came on to speak to the crowd which was awesome. 

After the welcome ceremony we headed to the Disney Singalong! We ended up starting early because the room was already full before the start time of 7pm. And guys, it was so much fun! I realised how bad I am at Disney films because I in no way knew all of the songs, but that just meant I got even more excited when the ones I did know came on. Highlight of the singalong was singing Circle of Life from The Lion King, and somebody holding up a Harry doll at the back of the room Simba style:




After that, it was back down to the Grand Hall for the first rock concert! Tonight's acts were Siriusly Hazza P, Romilda Vane and the Chocolate Cauldrons, Solitary Snape, Alex Carpenter and Hank Green. It was awesome!




And that concludes day one! Back to the hostel for a good night's sleep, ready to be up bright and early for the first day of panels in the morning.

Day Two

This was the first full day of lit programming, and you can see my full recap of the lit events from today in my post here. Today was the first day you could queue up to get wristbands for the autograph sessions that were taking place throughout the day. I decided to skip the queues and have some extra time in bed! Most of the autograph sessions clashed with my schedule anyway. My super awesome friend Gemma on the other hand braved the queues, and ended up with a wristband for Hank Green. Only she'd already met Hank Green so she oh so kindly gave me the wristband, yay!

After popping to the Waterstones stand after the first lit panel, I headed to the Grand Hall for the Potter Movie Actor Panel. It was quite full so people were sitting in the aisles. The panel featured Ellie Darcey-Alden, Ryan Tyrner, Alfie Enoch, Robbie Jarvis, Rohan Gotobed, Helena Barlow, Benedict Clarke, Scarlett Byrne and Evanna Lynch. The group discussed their auditions, favourite quotes, worst moments on set, best moments on set and what their future plans are. Rohan spoke about wanting to be an author (and later turned up at one of the lit panels!).



In the afternoon it was back to lit events, then I rushed down from the I Was a Teenage Author lit panel and joined the queue for Hank Green autographs. And man was it a queue. It sort of looped from the middle of the room gradually outwards:


But the great thing about Leakycon is that you can just sit on the floor and nobody cares. I spent most of the time waiting trying to eat the cereal bar that had got completely destroyed at the bottom of my bag. Anyway, eventually made it up to the front!



And Hank Green signed my badge! 


After that it was time for a quick trip back to the youth hostel where we were staying to grab some food, then back to the conference centre for the second rock concert! Acts performing tonight were The Blibbering Humdingers, Lauren Fairweather, The Whomping Willows and Harry and the Potters. This was by far the best night because Harry and the Potters absolutely killed it! And for the finale they were joined by Hank Green. Check out the video I took below and have your mind blown:



Phew! What a day. Definitely one of the most insane nights of the conference. We all left just feeling like we'd witnessed something really special. But it wasn't over yet! Check back soon for part two of my general programming recap!

Sunday, 18 August 2013

Weekly Book Round Up! 5th - 18th August



 Weekly Book Round Up!

5th - 18th August

So this is a pretty big round up because I didn't post one whilst I was away at Leakycon, so this covers bits of stuff from before, during and after. I had an absolutely amazing time and I'm still on a Leakycon come down. Can we please go back and do it all again?! Links in this post go to Goodreads, Amazon or my own reviews.


 Currently reading:
The Bone Season by Samantha Shannon

Bought this at Leakycon! Already heard so many good things so I'm really excited to be reading it, and it's incredible so far. Such an intricate world and fast paced plot!

The Cuckoo's Calling by J. K. Rowling

Finished this this week. Probably won't review it on the blog but might over on Goodreads. I love crime fiction and this had that familiar feel of a good detective novel. I certainly enjoyed it more than The Causal Vacancy which I sadly didn't like...

Bought:
Fearsome Dreamer by Laure Eve
The Bone Season by Samantha Shannon
Cruel Summer by James Dawson
Going Vintage by Lindsey Leavitt

Bought the first three at Leakycon to get signed and bought Going Vintage from Foyles!


Leakycon freebies:
Monument 14 by Emmy Laybourne
Slated by Teri Terry
Boy Nobody by Allen Zadoff
Obsidian Mirror by Catherine Fisher
Wither by Lauren DeStefano

The top four are from the Books With Bite stand and the Wither was from the Harry Potter Alliance's Apparating Library - where you donated a book and got one in exchange.

Kindle freebies:
Canary by Rachele Alpine
Jordyn by Tiffany King 

iBooks freebies:
Obsidian by Jennifer L. Arementrout
The Hunt by Andrew Fukuda
Young Sherlock Holmes: Death Cloud by Andrew Lane
Stormbreaker by Anthony Horowitz
 Evernight by Claudia Gray
The Iron King by Julie Kagawa

I was just casually browsing the iBooks store when I noticed how many amazing books were available for free! I've already read Evernight and The Iron King, but didn't own them. The others are books I've been wanting to read for ages so I was so excited! Particularly about Obsidian and Stormbreaker.

Sync Audio Freebies:
Enchanted by Alethea Kontis
Through the Looking-Glass by Lewis Carroll

For review:


The Rainbow Maker's Tale by Melanie Cusick-Jones
The Girl Next Door by Selene Castrovilla

I read the first book in the Ambrosia Sequence by Melaine Cusick-Jones (Hope's Daughter) and enjoyed it, so I'm really excited to read this one. This book is told from Balik's POV. I received The Girl Next Door as I'm on the blog tour in September so keep an eye out for my post then!

Saturday, 17 August 2013

Leakycon Lit Panel Recap: Part Two

So after a jam packed first day of lit panels on Friday (see my first recap post here) it was back to do it all again on Saturday! There were just two lit panels I made it to this day, as well as the lit signing. But oh my were they good panels! Below are the highlights of the Friday lit panels I attended. I hope you enjoy!


Panel Recap
Who Has it Worse?
 Dawn O'Porter and James Dawson, moderated by Matt Whyman



This was the only lit panel that was open to the entire conference (so you didn't need a lit pass to attend) and took place in the giant Grand Hall of the Grand Connaught Rooms. It followed on from the Potter Mega Movie Panel so I was able to stay in the room and get a good seat! Melissa Anelli (who runs Leakycon) was plugging this panel both before and after the movie panel as well, so I think a lot of people were encouraged to stay.

Dawn O'Porter and James Dawson were introduced to the audience and we heard a little bit about their books. The premise of this panel was looking at boys and girls growing up and going through puberty and teenage life, and seeing who has it worse. Dawn's book Paper Aeroplanes deals with a lot of the grizzly truth about being a teenage girl (i.e periods) and James has just written a non-fiction book entitled Being a Boy which goes through every aspect of teenage boy life.

The panel started out with Matt asking the others about their most embarrassing teenage moments. For Dawn it was periods, and having to ask a teacher for a sanitary towel, and being outed to her classmates as having already started. James' most embarrassing moments were being a late bloomer, and the rather unfortunate incident of being photographed on the toilet by kids at his school. He revealed his young looks saved him as they all thought the person snapped doing their business was a kid from a younger year!

Dawn discussed life growing up on Guernsey, which is where Paper Aeroplanes is set (not Jersey as Matt thought!). She also mentioned the fact that she grew up in the last generation to be without mobile phones and the Internet. When she was growing up they had to pass notes, or better yet have actual conversations with people to solve their problems. One of my favourite nuggets of information was that Dawn originally intended the book to feature characters in their thirties, but the final product ended up as a YA novel with characters in their teens, a change she was very glad to have made. She also discussed the things she did as a teen, such as over-sharing and comparing herself to other girls in her class. She simply had to know that they were all going through exactly the same things!

James discussed the trials of being a teenage boy, such as the difficulty in being able to be open about body issues when you're a guy. He discussed his hatred of the word "banter" which he sees as a sort of cover up for saying horrible things about people. Talking about his inspiration for his book Being a Boy, he discussed his past as a PSHE teacher and how reading How to be a Woman by Caitlyn Moran really drove him to write his own version. He said Being a Boy is all of his worries from his own teenage years compiled into a book. He explained that he knew if he left anything out then readers with any leftover questions would head straight to the unreliable Google, so he didn't want to exclude anything for that reason. (He said he'd found the strangest things whilst Googling stuff for the book!) Being a Boy covers puberty, sex, relationships - you name it. He also talked about including humour and striking the right tone. (One of the overriding things I took away from the lit panels is that James Dawson is freaking hilarious so I have no doubt that book is spot on and funny!).

Next they were asked what the best thing about being a girl/boy was. Dawn briefly mentioned women's bodies (I think someone from the audience had shouted "boobs!" when the question was first asked!) before moving on to the relationship between women have with other women, and how empowering that is. She said women are funnier when men aren't around because sex and competition are out of the equation, and that affinity like in mother/daughter relationships is really special.

James started with the fact that society benefits being a white male, and then went on to being able to pee standing up!

When asked what the worst thing about being a girl/boy was, Dawn answered bras. She always has issues with bras! (I can sympathise.) For James, the worst thing is the perception of macho-ness, and that people assume because you're male you know about football, or that you'd step into a fight, or that talking about your problems makes you any less of a man. He bemoaned the fact that that force field men put up around themselves is embedded at such a young age, and from then on they just don't talk about stuff.

After that, the authors were asked what they could do if they were a member of the opposite sex for the day. Dawn said she'd be Mick Jagger and sleep with absolutely everyone. James said he'd enjoy having a vagina for the day, and would take advantage of being a woman around all the hot men at the gym. More specifically, he'd be Tilda Swinton doing a fashion shoot.

The two discussed where they got their information about sex when they were growing up. For Dawn, she got all her information from the sexuality section of the library. Then James went on to talk about the porn sharing syndicate of his youth where magazines would be hidden in certain places that everyone knew about. Matt chipped in with the story of where he thought babies came from, which was from the back of a car. That's because when his siblings were born, his parents would lead him out to the car and produce this baby from the back!

When asked what advice they would give their younger selves, Dawn said she'd tell herself not to worry about being popular. James would tell himself to chill out and that everything isn't so life and death. They agreed hindsight makes it easy and then discussed whether they would tell their children about their pitfalls and how to avoid them, or whether they'd let them make their own mistakes because that's how you learn. That really made me think! Matt discussed the magazine column he writes for Bliss magazine and how much it embarrasses his children. The authors then talked about how they'd like to be able to give off a "you can come and talk to me about anything!" vibe when they're parents, because they came from families where you just didn't talk about stuff.

Dawn brought up a project she's been working on which is a book raising money for breast cancer charities entitled The Booby Trap and Other Bits and Boobs, filled with poems and stories from celebrities and authors surrounding the topic of breasts. It sounds absolutely hilarious and apparently Sarah Millican's entry is one to look out for!

The panel then moved to audience questions, and there were some absolutely brilliant ones. The first was about gendered book covers, referencing Maureen Johnson's cover flip experiment. Both authors said they felt really lucky with their covers. Dawn talked about how she knew the two girls that were photographed for her cover, and how that added something personal to it. James mentioned that both his covers have female models of some sort on and how as a male author that goes against the grain.

In my notes at this point I've written down that Dawn talked about there being too many female characters called Clara (which the audience seemed to agree on!). I can't remember exactly how that linked in with the rest of the discussion but I'm throwing it in this post anyway!

Another audience question focussed on feminist icons for the 21st century. Names brought up were Caitlyn Moran, Lena Dunham, Oprah Winfrey for building an empire and Beyonce who was described as a symbol of power that proves feminism doesn't have to be anti-sex. Both authors had lots of praise for Caitlyn Moran, saying she made feminism trendy. The Beckhams were brough up with David being a blueprint for boys, and with Victoria having her own fashion empire, the two are on an equal footing. They talked about how women are critisised more than men when they mess up and that guys get more freedom. Dawn talked about how she doesn't like the role model label and that we need to stop putting pressure on women.

Another audience question brought up girl guiding and scouting, and what the authors thought of that division between boys and girls. James talked about questioning his gender growing up, before fully inderstanding his sexuality, and how he always felt excluded when his sister went to guides. Dawn said she couldn't comment much because she'd been thrown out of girl guides when she was young! (As, it turned out, had someone else in the audience!)

Next up was a question about the coverage of mental illness in the media. They talked about how the media really needs to lead the way when it comes to perceptions, and James commented that BBC Three are doing a great job with their recent documentaries on the topic. It was talked about how hard it is for boys to show weakness. James wishes we talked about it more and says the internet has opened doors, for example support communities on Tumblr where people are open about their issues and it enables people to reach out. They talked about being able to look back as an adult and have respect for mental illness now that they fully understand it.

An audience member asked about how teens views are shaped, and mentioned her flatmate hates feminism and doesn't think women should have the vote. This pretty much shocked and baffled everyone, from the audience to the authors! Apart from saying how ridiculous the whole thing was, they stressed the freedom we have in the UK and how far ahead we are of other countries, and how we shouldn't take that for granted. There was also a question from a secondary school student who got stick at her school for being a feminist. Everyone got behind her for doing what she does!

Another audience member asked about the differing perceptions of two girls kissing and two guys kissing, and how gay women are often objectified. James brought up the Twitter page Everyday Sexism and talked about how homophobia is related to misogyny. Why is it that two guys kissing is seen as girly?

There were also questions and discussions on the glamorisation of men in fiction, and whether or not it gives women unrealistic hopes. I think the consensus was that women are smart and that we know guys aren't all perfect, and that we wouldn't want them to be. Dawn talked about the fact that it's all the men she knows now that are on diets and how much pressure they have on them.

I know there is so much more that was discussed in this panel, but I hope that's a pretty good overview of all the important bits! This was definitely one of the highlights for me, because Dawn and James are such fantastic speakers and it was just so freaking hilarious. Like I just realised I forgot this gem of a quote:



It was such a brilliant topic for a panel and people asked some awesome questions. Thank you Dawn, James and Matt for a great time!



Who Needs School?
 Elizabeth Wein, Samantha Shannon, Matt Whyman, Abigail Gibbs, James Dawson


This was absolutely one of my most anticipated panels, and I'll explain why. I'm a bit of a school drop out. In my teens I had health problems which really affected my education. I got a handful of GCSEs and no A levels, so at the moment I am sort of weighing up what to do with my life and whether to brave going to university. I was really interested to hear the backgrounds of some succesful authors and see what advice they had when it came to education, both as an aspiring writer and a failed student.

Again, this panel was moderated by the lovely Rosianna Halse Rojas an it started with the authors introducing themselves and explaining their academic backgrounds.

James started out by saying that he didn't study A level English, because GCSE English killed his love of reading. He discussed how creative writing is such a small part of the syllabus and he felt like he should keep that part of him quiet. Matt didn't connect with English at school, and it wasn't until later in life that he was inspired to write. Samantha studied English at Oxford, but not creative writing, and that she didn't want to be taught how to write. Abigail said having experience of other things was essential and that you can't live and breathe writing. Elizabeth explained how she applied for creative writing classes throughout college, but that the applications were chosen on merit and that she was rejected at every turn, meaning she graduated without having taken a class in creative writing. She did her PHD in folklore.

James talked about how writing has never felt like a job, and that by having qualifications that supposedly prove you can write, you're ruling out a lot of perfectly capable people who don't have those qualifications.

Samantha and Abigail talked about being unsure of going to university. Samantha said that writing is for everyone and that it is subjective. Just because one person doesn't like your writing doesn't mean others won't! Abilgail talked about how writing was her dream and university was her backup. She felt hearded towards further education because of the school she attended, and went on to point out that people may end up at university because of that pressure when in reality, they are much more suited to other things.

Matt talked about how writing in his spare time makes it more enjoyable.

Abigail talked about the tough job market and how coming out of university with a degree doesn't guarantee anything, because there are so few jobs. They discussed money and the rising cost of tuition fees and how the current generation has to take that into consideration now. Elizabeth stressed that her degree was ridiculously expensive, even compared to today's UK tuition fees. 

James stressed that's important to carry on with the arts, even if you're not making money. As long as you're passionate about writing, drama, art - carry on with your passion.

There were several discussions where the authors talked about other writing projects they've taken on to supplement their income. James talked about his work writing scripts for a new line of dolls called "SaySay dolls" - I think he was relieved nothing ever came of them! Samantha has worked as a copy editor and Matt has ghost written books - including one he said he wasn't supposed to talk about, which involved the winner of a TV talent competition. Elizabeth discussed a series she'd ghost written where she was handed the plot and the characters and just had to churn out the story. James brought up a project he was offered, where the idea for a series was put to him by a publisher and he turned it down. Apparently that series is now out in the wild with a different author's name on it! Abigail talked about how you don't have to stick to fiction. Matt writes an advice collumn in Bliss magazine, for example.

They discussed the publishing industry and how it helps to be informed. This is where my ears really started to prick up because I'd love to work in publishing one day. Samantha discussed her blog about the publishing industry which she started to help dispel some misconceptions about the industry. Elizabeth talked about how important connections were, and that networking and knowing people in the industry had really helped her out. Matt joked that marrying someone in the industry is a great way in, and they all agreed that being able to communicate well was a great skill when it came to being launched into the world of publishing.

Samantha talked about the expectations placed on her because of the fact she is an Oxford student, and how she worries that things like typos that have snuck through the editing process will be scrutinised and she'd be judged because of silly things like that. Abigail talked about the harsh criticisms she'd had from tutors, and how other students react to her being a published author (like asking her for quotes for their projects!).

An audience member asked about studying English Lit and whether you needed to be able to analyse a book to death to really appreciated. Everyone agreed you don't need to analyse a book to enjoy it.

They talked about the moral issues surrounding ghost writers and whether it was fair to the audience, and I think everyone agreed that when it comes to celebrity books, people know that it's ghost written. A few hopes were shattered when children's books were outed as being ghost written! But as it's something a fair few of the authors had done as a way to earn some extra income, they said it was something worth considering, and that it was a good way to get your writing out there.

The panel finished off with some questions about the publishing industry and advice for people wanting to get published. Abigail, who oringially posted her word on Wattpadd, spoke about the advantages of that, like how you can get instant feedback. Elizabeth recommended the Society of Children's Book Writers and Illustrators, and everyone recommended the Writer's and Artist's Yearbook for those needing a starting book for finding an agent etc.

I really enjoyed this panel and it completely inspired me to get back to writing, and also helped me consider some things about the future when it comes to education! I think it proved that anyone can write, and that you don't have to have studied the craft. Thanks to the authors for another great panel!

Lit signing number 2!


Dawn O'Porter and Abigail Gibbs, two of the authors from today's panels, hadn't been there for the first lit day, so I was really excited to meet them at the second lit signing. I made my way up to the fourth floor, back to the Waterstones stall so I could pick up a copy of Cruel Summer by James Dawson. I'd loved all of his panels and I'd heard great things about this book, but I'd been so weighed down with books at the previous signing that I hadn't had chance to pick up any more!

I managed to make a total fool of myself in front of Dawn and Abigail because I LOVED Paper Aeroplanes so much that I sort of gushed a lot at Dawn when I reached her, and I told Abigail how inspired I'd been as a writer when I saw interviews with her before her first book was released. When I got to James Dawson I told him how after all of his panels all I wanted to do was go and listen to the Spice Girls (because he kept bringing up the fact he wrote for a Spice Girls fanzine!) so when he wrote in my book he put "Spice up your life!" which literally made my day. I laughed so much. Plus at the Esther Earl Rocking Charity Ball later that evening they played Wannabe! Woo!


And that concludes the Leakycon Lit track! Thank you to all the Leakycon staff, organisiers and volunteers, Maureen Johnson, the team at Hot Key Books at the awesome Waterstones Oxford Street team, as well as all the lovely authors and the fantastic fellow bookish people I met in queues and panels. You really made my week!

Friday, 16 August 2013

Leakycon Lit Panel Recap: Part One

So I went to Leakycon last week and took part in the Leakycon Lit track. This meant I got access to some awesome panels with YA authors, where they discussed their work and tips and experiences from writing. I also got the chance to go to two signings which was incredible. In this post I'm going to recap the panels from the second day of Leakycon (which was the first day of lit panels!). I hope you enjoy!

The Panels

Sally Gardner and Elizabeth Wein in Conversation

This was one of my absolute must-go-to panels when I first saw the schedule, and it was up first! I arrived a little bit early to the room and was the first one there. There were two lit panels on at the same time, so a lot of people headed to "Let's Make a World" instead. When we got into the room and got started, there were only about ten or so people there, partly due to the other lit panel taking place next door and partly because it was at the same time as the Nerdfighter meet up with Hank Green in the Grand Hall. We started out by explaining to Sally Gardner who Hank Green was. Of course everybody's heard of John Green because of his books, but Hank Green is a bit more of an unknown!



The panel was moderated by Rosianna Halse Rojas who did a fantastic job of asking questions and creating some great discussions. The two authors covered topics such as writing historical fiction (Sally Gardner commented how it gave characters more freedom for adventure because there are less health and safety restrictions to be tied to!), as well as the pressure of writing after winning awards. Sally Gardner discussed the reception of Maggot Moon and how it was very love/hate.

This brought the authors on to one of my favourite parts of the discussion - online reviews! They both said the negative ones were very hard to take at the beginning, but over time they've learnt to ignore them and sepearate themselves from that nasty 1%. The two also talked about participating in blog tours which was really interesting. They both commented on how hard it can be to rush out extra pieces which distract from their writing time. Sally talked about her dyslexia and how rushing to finish something which was all spelt correctly for a blog tour or interview was quite a challenge. 

The two talked about the more technical side of writing historical fiction and the research that goes into it. Elizabeth Wein spoke about the pen she describes at length in Code Name Verity and how fascinated she was by it that she simply had to include it. I loved hearing her speak about that because when I read the book I remember thinking how cool it was too! The two of them spoke about researching the different types of aeroplanes they've both had to describe in their writing. Elizabeth Wein commented that feedback from Code Name Verity about their being too many technical descriptions was taken into consideration when editing Rose Under Fire, and that they actually cut down on the amount of technical detail in the second book.

They also discussed the crossover appeal of YA and Elizabeth Wein talked about visiting book shops with dedicated YA sections and how that was a new thing she wasn't used to. She also mentioned how intimidated she was by the paranormal romance-esque sections of book shops filled with black covers, and how uninviting those sections seemed!

They opened it up to questions and I got up the nerve to ask the first one! I asked what they thought of how history was taught to youngsters because I myself struggled with it in the past and have often been intimidated by history and historical fiction. They both agreed I'd had bad teachers (I'm with them there!) and that sometimes the most fascinating bits of history are the bits they don't teach you in school. It definitely encouraged me to go out and immerse myself in history a bit more.

It was an absolute pleasure to hear two incredible authors speak and I'm so glad I got the opportunity!


Fear and Loathing in the Writing Process: How to Stop Worrying and Learn to Love the Terror
James Dawson, Matt Whyman Sally Gardner, Samantha Shannon, Elizabeth Wein



I like to write myself and still harbour dreams of publishing a novel one day, so I was really excited to hear first hand experiences of authors and their fears when it came to writing. The authors introduced themselves and their work to start out. Then there was a hilarious moment where somebody bought James Dawson some Haribo after he'd mentioned wanting some on Twitter!

One of the the first things they discussed and which they all agreed upon, was how scary it was to label yourself as a "writer".  All of them were even more intimidated by the term "author"! They all mentioned how they felt like frauds and that they'd be caught out at any moment as not being good enough. I thought it was really interesting to know that even published writers struggle to feel good enough, which is something we can all relate to when we write!

Rosianna - who moderated this panel too - asked all the authors about writer's block. Samantha Shannon had some great words to say on this topic, talking about the difference between writer's shock and writer's block. She described shock as having to power through and just write anything at all, whereas when she has writer's block she needs to step away for a little while and come back to writing later.

There was lots of talk about how you balance your writing around other life commitments. An audience member asked a question about being motivated to write when all they wanted to do after work/school was come home and watch TV. Laure Eve gave some great advice about this, as she is currently working as well as writing. She says she makes the most of her commute and writes on the train to and from work. They agreed it's all about finding that window and making the most of it!

Samantha Shannon talked about how shy she was this time last year and  how she wouldn't have been able to do the panel this time last year because of it. I could definitely sympathise with that!

One of my favourite discussions was on making dialogue sound realistic (as it's one of my pet peeves when I read dialogue that isn't!). They talked about how reading and acting things aloud can really help not only dialogue become more accurate, but things like facial expressions and body language. If you act them out it ensures the positions are physically possible!

Another audience member asked about the technology they used to write which was a great one to talk about. Somebody mentioned Scrivener, which is a writing programme which allows you to organise your story. Most of the authors still used old fashioned Microsoft Word, but Sally mentioned that she uses her Mac which syncs to all her other Apple products, so whenever she goes back to her story on whichever device she uses, she has the most recent version of her manuscript.

Somebody also asked about NaNoWriMo which I was really excited about, having taken part myself. I think all the authors agreed that getting that initial draft on paper was a huge advantage.

I felt like I learnt a lot during this panel and it definitely inspired me to get back to writing!


I was a Teenage Author
Will Hill and Elizabeth Wein

This is a panel that has taken place at other Leakycons and has had a great reception. Basically the idea is that the authors turn up with writing they did as a child and read it aloud to the audience. There was a pretty good audience for this panel and it was honestly one of the funniest parts of the con.


The two authors for this panel were Will Hill and Elizabeth Wein, and the two shared several stories they'd worked on, even pieces from as young as the ages of six and seven. There were short stories and excerpts of full length novels. What was really fun was seeing how the two authors had been influenced by books and films. They were effectively writing fanfiction before fanfiction was a thing like it is today!

One of my favourite parts of this panel was when Elizabeth Wein brought out university applications she'd filled in as characters from her stories. It was so funny! And such a brilliant idea to really get you in the head of those characters. If you've read Code Name Verity then you'll know that Wein uses prescription forms in the story for one of the main characters to use as paper, only she ends up filling them out on behalf of the people around her. Wein commented that she'd filled them out herself for so many characters whilst writing the book.

It's hard to recreate the stories they read aloud in a blog post because they were so hilariously bizarre! Elizabeth Wein read a lot of her Welsh historical fantasy novel, and Will Hill read several short stories as well as a story featuring a CIA agent set in Canada. What was great was that the authors could look back and laugh on their attempts from such a young age, and it gave us all hope that no matter where you start out, and how crazy those initial attempts at writing are, every little helps!

The Lit Signing

Earlier in the day, I'd popped round to the signing room which was where Waterstones were based, so that I could get my hands on a copy of Fearsome Dreamer by Laure Eve, which I knew they'd be selling early. I practaiclly ran to the stall to get my hands on a copy, then saw they had The Bone Season too! That meant I had a copy of a book by each of the Lit authors for the signing later that day.

The signing started whilst I was in the Movie Actor Panel, so as soon as that was over I headed up to the fourth floor (from the ground floor!) as fast as I could. Luckily there weren't too many people there yet so I didn't have to wait long. 

I can honestly say that every author was SO LOVELY! I tried to speak with each of them which was hard because I was so nervous and shaking, but I had some really great conversations with them. I talked with James Dawson about this book trust article because I'd read it a few days before and loved what he'd have to say. I also spoke to Elizabeth Wein about Stockport, which is one of the main settings for Code Name Verity, because my mum is from there. I mentioned that I'd be lending the book to her as soon as I got home! Will Hill spoke about how awesome cons were and me and someone else in the queue mentioned comic-con jealousy! Anyway, they were all awesome and here are the books I got singed on day one of Lit!






Thank you to all the authors and organisers involved in day one of the lit panels! Check back soon for my recap of day two's events.

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